JOB

the beginnings of the second chapter

There was a man, who lived upright and was blameless, he feared God and shunned evil. But one day, all was taken from him, all he loved and cared for, all his possesions, all gone in an instant. even his wife, turned away from him and asked him to curse God, but he would not.

But God continued to allow afflictions and pains to severely cripple him. Still he would not forsake God.

it was Through the many trials and temptations,

that God showed the loyalty and strength of the man who trusted God alone. And he was blessed two-fold

my friends, even though i may not have gone through what Job has, or like Yun in china, God has used trials and temptations just like what Job has gone though, and it was when i was at my lowest points, that i trusted and put my life in God's hand, that i finally found the love and blessings that are given to those who serve the Lord with all their heart! the new found hope, joy and love is indescribable and i hope to share it with all of you whom i know!!

And so the next chapter begins....

http://thesecondsentinelchapters.blogspot.com/

scared

dont ask me why..... for those who dont know why.... i am scared of that place

i used to like it there... all my friends and brothers...

but now i get fear walking there.... even the neighborhood i fear walking around it....

worse things worse... the fear will be there for the next two years...

i may take a break... i may not... but i just cant walk there anymore

fear there

the place called SAS

18 years older 18 years wiser

Thanks people!!! For fulfilling one of my 4 wishes!!! haha... that was to spend the Birthday with me!!! Thnx for the gift and bdae scroll ya'll!!! haha....

time really flies when u are having fun.. and the only way i have realised is to take pics "to capture the moment and memories" -YJ.... haha.. i did not get it wrong this time... :)

22nd sep.. was a sat to remember cos me bing gab and tee went playing soccer with older officers ending with a dry prawn mee... which was not bad... then... the next day....

i remember the pictures we took after service at AMK hub... for what memory??? the $25 sweets and stuff toy... i know.. its sooo -.-"... haha... i would say... its a rather interesting and pleasing experience cause we had the high high people... if you know what i mean..

then of course the day to remember in Sep is of course 29th September where the day started with the usual jam then prep for medical sunday... well... my first time seeing marcus so into working... then the BBQ was a blast.. literally... cause the charcoal was shooting all over the place... then in the midst of the BBQ... ms fan had the honour of taking my photos with a camera... of course after awhile i realised that it was just to lure me away from the secret meeting of birthday executors... haha.. the SMBE... cool name hor... i will be joining it next week... haha....

so i did my thank you speech when i recieved the two awards which i guess the secret one correctly (boggle and daims)

Thank you all for the support and encouragement...

I want to thank all my friends for the great honour...

thank my mom and my dad and family

End...

so i recieved also the scroll of honour... which contains all the secrets of the SMBE which i will uphold!!!

And the best was... food face mcgee... haha.. too bad there was no oeuf(egg)

Now that my timetable is soo hectic.. its good to start taking pics cos i feel that pictures slow down time and as human beings, we must learn to move away from the Singaporean life of haste and learn to take things in our stride... and the Most important... Trust God... for He has shown His goodness in times where we a patient and waiting for His grace...

Till the next time ya'll....
Take pictures for they show the memories through your eyes


So what happens next???? to think it has came to this after soo long... woah... really.. quite hard to think... think that on the 29th September... God gave me a very very important and probably the best gift.. a test of emotion control.. and i passed it.... with flying colours... now God.... stage one down... i am waiting for you to do your will...

Wish list for Bdae:

1. Spend birthday with frens :D
2. For 17 to grow in the Lord
3. Give 17 his life back
4. For 17 to find a brother who can treat him as a brother and for 17 to love him back

The End

Egg

shucks man... got to stop saying that word... egg

you know... cant wait for floorball again... cos this time we may have light!!! well... the time has come for school to start again... haiz... bye bye holidays...

anyway... wa.... start from fri... darren's bbq... haiz.. had to go from suntec to pasir ris via taxi which was kinda ex... then had to pay 1 dollar some more to go in... sianz.. haha... then went in.. and realised that glow was dipping a serviette in curry..!!! looking closer.. i realised it was a slice of bread... -.-

so i went around after eating to take pics.. got a few nice ones... and took justin's crazy car ride back... haha 100+km/hr and tailgate some more... haha... then sat... went to jam... then rush to bras basar to check the cards.. running in jeans.. craazy... then played floorball with Jy... cool.. and then went to Bena's place for boggle.. where i got hooked and brownies... haha.. so late that i have to stay over... then sunday... after service stayed at church to play floor ball while waiting for the 'kids' to finish their lesson, and then we went to bena's place for more boggle..

so monday went to play soccer at nelson's new place... and had to help him to distribute flyers... haha... time is payed... and then we went to taka to source for jaron's present and.... ms lee.. pls rmb my shirt... haha... then me yam ek and gab ate paris international with the BQ ppl... and had alot...

so tuesday went to work as usual... then went to watch movie.. no reservations... i really like it.. although it was a chic flick... ahha....then i rushed to serangoon cc to book the courts for wed.. then walked around with marcus... after that went on my first 4.125km run around serangoon...

so then wed came.. i went down to bras basar to get the cards first before heading to sas to meet marcus... then we went to play badminton.. after that.. they came over my house to wash up before heading out to play boggle.. and the steak smelled nice... i want it next time.. hahah.. then went to T3 to play 5X5 boggle and it was alot of mental training... haha... super tired after that...

today thurs nvr go out at all... stayed home to play fifa all the way... haha...

i think tomorrow i will have pancakes for breakfast... Egg

If Only a strong man forgives.. then i have become strong

time is short

Update!!!

YAY its been a month since i updated... sorry lars people... busy playing ma...

Oh... and i got my results too... expected... 3.152
cos i study super last min... lol... ok cant lol....

haiz... many things have passed since the last entry.. i dont think i will write it all here... but some highlights:

wii
CTC (where i "learned" driving)
soccer (i'll talk about that)
slacking

haha... typically the top summarizes everything... although people... i need to tell you... i will train for a position in midfield and i play keeper "most of the time" cos i am lazy and dont like to run... but i tell you... keeper is super stressful... so... now i train for both... haha mid and keeper... lool!!!

well... another thing!!! thank God for getting our BQ team into the 11th pos!! kinda good right?
with over 150 teams!!! so we having international buffet to celebrate..

ok... on to today...i went to work with noel... then went to bras basar with gwong to check prices on invitation cards... then went to eat dinner at jack's place... (the restaurant) then went to city-link to find a gift for darren... but we couldnt think of any.. so in the end had to settle for chocs... haha... i typed chics... haha.... kk.. not the cheapo $5 kind but the super ex ones... then came home on a super long bus 133 ride... watching villa wellness all the way... then went to do strength training runs... training to play up ma...(in soccer)...

kk... now watching international soccer match.... byes people.. look out for more updates!!

Woo... the training i think is coming to an end.... lool!!! thank you Lord... for seeing me thru

Exams week

Woots... my exams are here -_-" but you know what??? I have not studied yet... haiz

haha... on to my week since wed... thurs!!! 8/8/07!!! Pon-ned class in the morning to go for SAS's national day celebrations... woke up at 6.10.... waited for gab to call... but he didnt and i had to call him at 6.35 to find out he was still sleeping... so i left the house at 7 to wait for him at the bus stop... forgotten to bring my notes and i waited for almost 20 mins... missed the march in in school... haiz... luckily he paid for the cab fare... then went to find elijah... and i joined him to walk round the school taking pics... haha... i felt as if the privileged, those with cams, could walk around school when everyone else was supposed to stand still... got a few pics lol...

anyway... i then went around sas for the activities... after all was over.. gab, kx and i went to drink ice milo before i headed back... then i went home, slept and studied before going to SP for my test... well that sums up wed...

thursday was just national day and i just stayed at home to sleep... haha... great national parade... ok... on to fri.. woke up early in the morning to print my port folio... in the end left the house at 1025 to meet marcus before going down to sp to hand in my folio... you know what... 15 packs of tissue for a dollar... cheap lor.. hahaa... then took a cab down to vivo city and had lunch after hunting down guardian... then bought miss fan her tutu cakes... had a hard time looking for the shop when it was right infront of me... haha... then went to the super dog shop to meet the rest... then... we went to buy the tickets while i sidetracked to play the arcade.. haha.. then we went to board the tram and i mistakenly collected the tickets and forgot about the other side.. haha.. then after we all met... we went to find a place to sit down... so the activities are as such... soccer, muchkinfu... haha... then went to take pics... kinda funny....




look at the 2nd pic... haha... ernest's reaction is classic

then we left for amk hub and had dinner there... the rest then went to play daytona while rena gab marcus and i left early... then after that i went to marcus' to spend the night... after watching sw episode 3... haiz... couldnt sleep... super tired the next day...

i woke up at 7.3o and met gab and tai to go sch for inter sqd games day... officers played the last match.. haha.. 5-3... we won... duh.. then after that, went home to sleep before going to meet marcus to go service.. haiz... super tired... thank God i didnt sleep in service... haha... the sermon was good... the 4 pillars and the rock.. woots..!! after that... went to da bao dinner to rena's place and we played muchkinfu!!! haha... then gab drove us home.. and i went to sleep...

Sunday morning... had to prepare to study later... so i packed my bag before heading out... ate at the coffeeshop outside SAJC... met miss lee and glow there.... then walked in with them... after the service, we went to eat at kompeng before studying at macs... Gonna do it again this sunday... haha... did alot... so after it ended... i went to meet the LAN players at net cafe.. nice place.. nice food.. haha.. then took a ride back with gab in a cab with marcus... then went home to study... monday...

studied and studied... till marcus called and then went to his place to taste the food him kx and jaron prepared... haha... wasted alot of food... after that... went to play tennis soccer... haiz.. i too big lar... then went to pass my sis her book... and went home to study and went to sleep....

so tuesday... my first paper...haiz... woke up at 7, left at 7.45 and reached at 9.15... 15 mins late... couldnt do the paper finish in time... haiz... so... last in, first out.... first out as in after the paper... so i rushed home but instead of studying.. i went to sleep... i was just too lazy... and now i am typing in the middle of the night... haa... going to do a super intensive tomorrow.. dont disturb :D... nights people...!!!

I want to take my photography to the next level... to show the world in a different view...!!!

Now this is just disgusting : http://farm2.static.flickr.com/1236/1060557585_22d12447c3_o.jpg

The epitome of wisdom

Epitome:

1. A representative or perfect example of a class or type: "He is seen . . . as the epitome of the hawkish, right-of-center intellectual" (Paul Kennedy).
2. A brief summary, as of a book or article; an abstract.

Wisdom:

1.the quality or state of being wise; knowledge of what is true or right coupled with just
judgment as to action; sagacity, discernment, or insight.


Can this really be true??? The wisdom that passes all understanding has finally come?

Maybe

Anyway... lets start from where i left off, on thursday...

Thursday... normal day... cant remember much... so on to friday....

Went down to SP to have my finally lessons... only lasted i think 30 mins...then realised i still have a 3 hrs to spare... so early lor... so i decided to pon lessons to go for BB... so i took a bus back... grabbed my clothes.... at the same time, i decided to check the my B&W assignment grades and i got an A!!!!! Woots! thank you Lord!

then i reached SAS just as they were having CE, while the others were at the courtyard practicing for the marching for 8th aug.... so i then went to change... then since i couldnt disrupt CE, i went to join the marching ppl.... and used my cam then... after that, it was drill and the way alan took drill was unbelievable.... pls remind me to always stay near him when he is incharge of drill... he can be crazy at times...

so then parade ended and then went to meet the gab and the rest for dinner... then we went to fabian's house for cell and had a wonderful time!! so then after that i made my own way back home... rena's car was full.... so i went home, and reached home late.... then went to bathe and sleep....

on sat, had to wake up early for breakfast before the officers' meeting... so went down to macs... then met marcus koh to pass him the ball... so then met josh tai and gab wong for breakfast... called elijah and realised he didnt know there was meeting and just woke up... -_-... so after that, we walked to sajc... and had our meeting... too bad jt didnt join us... had exam... then after the meeting, took a ride down to eat lunch at kom peng... but then i told the guys... i was headed down to AMK to collect my jersey.... so i left... and reached AMK ard 12.... then went to get the jersey... it was really nice! everything abt it... but thing was... i am not a man u fan... haha... but it was nice... so i left for home..

complications arose... trust me... battling with thoughts and stress and stuff like that is not easy... thats why i missed youth service... but i went to youth service in the end... after collecting my ball from marcus koh... and then rena prayed for me.. thanks.. couldnt have asked for a better one... then we went down to city hall... had toasted hazelnut latte!!! woots!!! then went to thai express for dinner... dont ever go there ppl... food plus manager sux... haha.... oh did i mention on the way there i was a model for adidas..?? nvm... i was... and i was good.... hahahahaha

so after tasting the avocado shake which tasted like blended egg salad, ernest, gab and i went down to potong pasir. on the way... we had a very good salad.. yam salad... haha.... then we met dan and marcus at pp station... then i took a bus with marcus home.. haiz..so late... so went to sleep...

sunday... woke up... went to see if marcus was awake... then took a ride with my parents down to church... as marcus followed... so after church, we went to have lunch... then we, kx jaron marcus gab and me, went to play lan... then met jo there... the sec 1 jo... so we played dota, although its been a long time since i played... but my team still won them, i played techies! techies rule!!!

so then went home, intending to study.. but slept the whole day... so it came to monday... but nothing nice on monday... just didnt go to sch... and joined marcus to find a place to fix his xbox 360... the taxi ride from city hall to bishan is $14 + .... alot... then reached home and went to sleep... tuesday... big test day... final test of the module.... not good... nvr study alot... dunno results... then went to SAS to meet elijah koh and gab... watched transformers while waiting... then we went to AMK to play daytona.... super funny.... to log in 3 ppl with one card is frustrating... haha... then the set jammed... so we switched to time crisis...ek and gab had weak shooting skills.. cause i went to level 2... then died the second i popped up.... -_-... then bought blueberry waffles... and went home....

wed... ah... woke up at 6, then called gab to find out he was still sleeping at 6.30... then took a cab down to SAS... reached at abt 7.30.... went around sch with ek to take pics... and then went for the different events.... but i liked boxing the most... especially seeing marcus koh's big fren play... haha.... after the event, was super tired... so went home to sleep before going to SP for a test... which i am sad to say... didnt do well... many things on my mind you know... so then went home, rested before going marcus' place for dinner.... his mom's green chicken curry is very good you know...!!! so after that... i went home with a question in my head.... then reached home to sleep.... so woke up today and started typing!!!

Question:

Love can become obsession... but can obsession become love???

I pondered over this obsession thing for a few hours... especially with what rena has said... and i thought... yup... she was right... i was too obsessed with jon mok the past whole year... because of a stupid incident that must have made me tighten my grip on him cause i didnt want to lose him again... maybe... so now that i know what is wrong with me... i can let him settle down first... while i tackle this obsession in me...

Please people... pray for me to counter this obsession!! thanks alot and God bless!!!

SMILES: exams drawing close!!! closer to my Wii...

Two more weeks to exams... and 4 more weeks to my break!!!

Anyway... lets start from monday...

monday... waking up late is the best... drawing closer and closer to the end of the semester... thats why the lessons cutting short... so sch supposedly begins at 12 but for me, it begins at 2... cause... i went to get my teeth done...

so cut the story short, went to polyclinic, (this time amazed at the number of people there), waited for my number... and went into the ROOM... haha... then as the "operation" was going on, the dentist and the nurse were busy chatting while shining UV rays at the tooth to 'harden' it. quite an experience... the filling was kinda painful.. just a shocking pain.. u know.. anyway.. i assumed that the $100 my dad gave me would not be enough... but lo and behold.. the cost was only $21.50... talk about cheap... and the actual price is $43... halved cause i am a student... haha.. so to celebrate, i bought 4 chocolate donuts and ate all of them on the way to SP!!! LOOL!!! SMILES!!!

so i sat for my test (fluid mechanics).. and thank God... i got 36/40...!!! haha... thanks peps for praying for me... anyway... i then went home, and did the usual... slack till i dropped dead(sleeping)...

Tuesday arrived and i did the most dumb thing in my life.... of this whole semester, classes began at 10am.... but it so happens that tuesday morning, i woke up and thought it would start at 9... sianz... so my dad dropped me of at a bus stop along the way.. and i took 105 to sch.... then i realised my folly when i reached SP.... DIAOZ... so i went to the LT first... then played with the pc and the console there... i found a remote control.. and at the bottom... there was a name: Wii...
DIaoz... cos it looked like the controller of the Wii system... aha... then i played with the laser on that remote... not childish but training... for the wii... ahhaahahha....Then lessons began and i got back my bio test results... 31/40... i was hoping to get more...

anyway.. elijah called me during my break time to ask me how to go to BB hq... and i was pondering whether or not to pon class to follow him.. although i would be meeting him later... so i did... and went with him... at 1pm... only later to find out that the teacher... who was supposed to have lessons at 4.30pm did not arrive... then i was relieved....

so i did follow him down to HQ... playing with my 50mm prime lens the whole time.... then we had to wait at the door step of hq as we were confirming the name to order the name tag from... so we had dessert at the nearby coffeeshop... so we later bought the stuff... and was arguing about where to meet gab... so i said... lets go to beach road, where glow will go to buy the bag, and we did... on the way, we passed by raffles hotel.. and we saw many thai diplomats' cars... then we proceeded to shaw towers to check if they did sell neutral density filters... but they had no stock.. and ordering them would cost me more... so in the end... we went to take a bus to the army market...

on the way... i saw this ad... PEOPLE!!! remind me to take you there to eat!!! its super good!!!


anyway... we made our way down to beach road, only to find out that gab will be late (and his new rented car)...so we went searching for a place to kill time.. and went to golden mile shopping centre... peps!!! remind me to go there again... the architectural site is good for shooting photos.... and i found out the old cinema place has been turned into a church!! and as i looked at the photos... i saw a familiar face... ezra phuah.... haha... ok.. then it turned abit freaky... as i didnt know that the photos were on a wall next to a lift, and as i turned around...(back facing lift) i heard the lift door open , but i didnt know it was a lift, so i turned around thinking it was the glass panel the photos were in.... and i tio stun... cause a man was right infront of the door.... haha.... so we quickly exited the place... and went to the basement to play pool..oh and i think i owe ek money... anyway.. through out the game, i was constantly interrupted with calls from dan.. haha.... so we ended early to meet gab and his new car...

too bad i didnt take a photo of his car... anway... we first drove gab low to novena mrt station...

TIP FOR NEW DRIVERS:

dont let elijah koh in the car.... cause on the road, when people cut your lane, he will literally scold them by winding down his window... we were like crying laughing you know what i mean... it was really funny.... so we then dropped glow off before making our way to cineleisure... anyway... we parked at cine and went to lucky plaza to find my ND filter... come to think of it.... now that i see it.. ND looks like XD... haha...anyway... from previous experience, shopping along orchard road can be quite an experience... with all those fed up shop keepers... only those with a good attitude then will get the buyer's attention... of all the shops i visited.. only one was graciously polite, but in the end i didnt get anything... perhaps i would go back to the polite guy's shop...after that, gab wong was lost in the maze... and we had to wait for him... so we then made our way to heeren, and we walked in a fairly straight line, thinking we own the road... haha...

upon reaching heeren, ek had to go back to the car to grab his medicine while dan and i went to draw money... we then met at sakae and went in... we ordered alot... but i guess the only good food was the dessert of watermelon... i didnt have the sesame ice cream... paid $20 for the entire meal... and 'somebody' had to ask the waitress for her number... haha... jk jk... so then we went home, and josh drove the car out of the parking lot... then we hit the cte, and went to pp first.. gab was not concentrating then.. and hit the curb... ouch! if it was my car... i would (fill in the blank for me)

a. cry
b. laugh
c. pray
d. dont care... i am only dreaming...

well... we know what is the ans... anyway.. we gab then dropped ek... then dropped me at AMK hub... where i went to take a bus home... although i side tracked and went to the football shop first... to see when a jersey is coming in... which would be today.... and i did buy it... thats when i realised...

You know MAN U is called the red devils right??? their shirt reflects so... as the code for the shirt colour is 666....

anyway.. i went to buy my fav donuts to find them finished... so i settled for another kind... then went home.... super tired... slept... never even studied for todays test... haha

wed!!! woke up waiting for the naruto 82 to load... and watched it...haha anyway.. i missed quiet time because of that... and rushed off to sch... sch bored me to death... but luckily i had my lappy with me... so i was viewing vids.. so the day passed by and it was my test... happy to say... i went through it with breeze... so then went to AMK hub to get the jersey... which was kinda over budget... oops... then i took a bus home and here i am typing now... gonna do some pull ups before i bathe and work... nights people!!! have a blessed week ahead...!!!

Now waiting for the Lord to pass me my next assignment... haha

Talks of dreams, friends and fillings

And how quick and interesting things were after Thursday night....

let me begin... of the 3 dreams...

rarely have i experienced such dreams.... it was almost sensational... because of the fact that they were life impacting....

the first dream: i lost my left arm in an attack and could not move it, further more, the treatment at the 'hospital' required me to take anesthetics

i tell you... in the morning... i felt that i was drained of my energy, and my left arm could not move for some time...

the second dream: i was studying in some institution and in a few days, i would be going home. during that transition, a man, brought back to my house, where i was completely invisible. i saw my parents eating dinner on a square table, and my mother looked super pale. i touched her hand and it was cold. So when i returned back home, i found my mother on a hospital bed, and she was dead.

I woke up crying.

the third dream: a group of people and i set out to 'bring life' to another country by pouring water onto a basin of grass. (this part becomes super unrealistic, like some fairy tale) we were supposed to pour it at 12. but we poured it late, thinking it would be the same, but instead, a portal opened above the basin and out came a man. this man would be the destroyer of the world. and we tried to stop him, but he was too powerful. so he captured us and made us sit in rows. i was seating in the fourth row. and he said to them, prove that you can make me happy and you will live. so each one in the first row took a turn to say something, and all that displeased the man. so he lifted an empty chair, the only one, in the second row, and slammed it on the floor, saying, the words displeased me and all those in the first two rows die. and poof, they were gone. and it was on the my row.

I then woke up in cold sweat. i just cant help but think... is this not like the situation with the koreans?


anyway.. on to my day...

Friday i could wake up late.. woots!!! i had to go down to TP polyclinic to check my teeth. so i left my house, ard 12. and made my way to the polyclinic... i was surprised to see the place so empty... i tot it was customary to see patients lining up at the gates of the polyclinic.. just like amk.... haha... anyway, i took a lift to the third floor, and signed up. soon, i was called in... there were three people in the room, two ladies and one man... one chinese lady and one indian lady. from the way they interacted with me, i guess the man and the chinese lady were grads and the indian lady was their mentor.. anyway... the chinese lady was kind of cute... haha.. asked me questions as she did her work... lol

anyway.. she put some fluoride paste on my teeth... and it was a total of 12.50... anyway.. the guy was like super sarcastic.. haha... really...

so they told me they should 'op' asap... but i told them monday only... so i would go on 11.40 on monday... haha... missing lessons... lol.. then i went straight to sp to pass my lecturer my 800mb disk with 8 mb of info.... so then went for one hour and a half hour lesson... sianz... even the airconditioner was not working well....

so then i went down to potong pasir, yammy decided to accompany me... on the way.... we stopped at funan mall to have.... roasted hazelnut frappe!!!! shiok!!! haha... then on the way back... i decided to pretend to be a mute guy and use hand languages to 'talk' to yam... using the hp to 'talk' better... thing was... i wanted to see the reaction of people on the bus when i start talking after awhile.. wanted to last till PP station... but... had to pick up glow's call... note: sorry gwong... didnt reply ur call as i wanted to 'last' longer... haha

so then met the guys at kom peng.... and i had yong tau foo soup... nice... then went for p&p... after that, we went home after a quick supper at macs....!!! thanks gwong for the nuggets!! loved them...!!! so took a cab home... was too sleepy to work or anything..

then came sat morning.... i awoke and prep to meet marcus koh... for breakfast... took my stuff and ran out of the door... was late... then met marcus and had hotcakes!!! then chari and gwong and josh came in as international food thieves... obviously wanting to steal my food... but then i used my good looks to fend them off.... jk jk... ahhaahahhaha

then went to sajs to help in the BQ event... i made it through the event smiling ok!!! haha (chipped teeth remember??) so i met a few friends, met eng kiat!!! lol!!! nvm... dunno abt him another time ask me... super nice man...haha.. so tiring going ard to take pics....!!!

so as the day went by, it was 12.40... eng kiat wanted to meet the prev FAA (founders award applicants), which included mok... so i did him a favour and asked mok to come down... but eng kiat was busy in the quiz... so i took the time to chat with mok.. and... this time.... was different from the other times... cause... he was less evasive and the like... and i knew... i'd better take the opportunity, and start afresh...

yup... i guess... it was certainly something good and wonderful to wait for...

Thank you Lord...

so after that, ard 2.30, i made my way down to church and as i reached the doorstep, gwong wanted me to accompany him to fetch miss fan... i dont know whether to be excited or fearful... but thank the Lord again, for i made it back safely... lol

then as i walked in, aunty agnes ( isit correct?) wanted me to help her out in the sat's children ministry... haha... i kindly accepted her offer... even though i wanted to be at service to sing and give the testimonial... anyway... i taught the children how to play the murderer game...then on to lessons... Caleb joined us in the middle to help out... i wonder wats his surname... anyway... the lesson was crazy and out of control at some points... and i admit my job was to control them... but the only thing i did was to stare at them... cause i dunno wat to do mah...chari...your mom is a super pro mom, can control kids...i was kinda pai seh that i stand by do nothing.... haha

anyway... i then went down to service to hear pastor speak the last few words before ending the service... then had to rush down to sas to collect my ball which was stuck along the sloping wall.... had my shoes dirtied and muddified by then... haha... so rushed back to play games and eat the food from the BBQ!!! the otah was really really good!!! then spent the evening playing taboo, eating more food, and killing ants!!!

so after it ended i took a cab back with marcus. we took some fancy cab, a mercedes superior... only 100 cars on the road!!! quite interesting... the driver was another siao type... fast and furious...!!! at least the fare cost $2 each... then i went home, was too tired do anything... bathed then went to sleep...

morning calls and i woke up just in time to wash up, change and go to eat breakfast... had a big breakfast (not literally).... ban mian and chee kui... and then went down to church... met mr ang heng kah and took the prime lens from him!! but later after service i found out that the lens were very hard to use.... very very..

so we stayed back after service to do the hand written bible project... thats when i tried the lens... any way... we completed it, with one line blanko-ed off (mine) and one line skipped (still mine)... and went to eat lunch at the chicken rice stall.... and after that, marcus brought me to see the nearby lan shop with the intention of playing... but i managed to coax him out of playing.... and go home and study....

so i sent him home and went home myself...went to sleep then had kfc dinner... and now i am blogging when i was supposed to study for my test tomorrow which i have not... hope i can do so now...!!! ahah.....

good nights people!!! God bless for the upcoming tests you have this week!!!

interestingness

ok.... its kinda interesting... cos it happened at the right time at the right place.... lol... time to speak of the days...

and so the story continues on.... after the soccer match....

My body ached alot after the match... couldn't go for the pre-posed jogging... cause my body was like dying.. haha... i am exaggerating.. anyways.. on tues, i had only 2 hours of lecture (including an hour of test) and an hour of break... 10-1... haha... then went down to orchard and started to take pics for my photojournalism topic... got a few interesting ones.. go see my flickr soon.. anyway... then i went to meet gab low at ps to wait for chari... i was at the arcade playing time crisis... i was kinda weak then... cos i spent 2 credits before going to stage 3 -_-

so then we went to some jap store... cool place... got a lot of stuff i would like to buy... haha... so then i recieved the call from chari and proceeded to gelare... then met her... on the way going up the escalator...

wow... interesting food there.... haha... ate till i was full.... a large waffle with two scoops of eye-cream... then had trouble sorting the cash... so then we went to b2 to eat british road side food...wats the store name again?? glow and i bought the cheese sausage while chari bought the fried mars bar... talk about cholesterol... haha... sorry.... :)

then we met gab wong and glow and chari left for home while gab and i went to BB hq... so we took 16 and rode there..... then at the BB hq was where we met elijah... bought our stuff... and headed down to park mall's sake sushi... haha... cos i cant help thinking about abel ho's funny pic... anyway... we actually went to the one at ps first.. to see if there was dinner buffet... but there wasnt and the lady referred us to the one at Park mall... but there price there was $20 ++++++++++ haha... got to emphasize the 7% GST... anyway... we ate till we nearly exploded... haha... alot of food.... then went home via bus 162... all the way to bishan...

ok... so i did go to mok's house.... to pass him some stuff to pass to mr lim.... but i assure you all... i just passed the stuff and left k? nvr said another word to him... probably cause i was shielding my mouth... haha.... so in the end i left and went home....

WEd... ah.... another short day... it went pass smoothly and i managed to go to the Dental health centre ard 1.15... spend my 15 mins there knowing that if i go to a polyclinic with a dentist and if they refer me to the centre, it will be cheaper, and spending the next 5 mins looking for a toilet... so i managed to leave ard 1.30...

haiz.... another tango with reality.... cause i realised it was about time sch ended for jon.. so i went down to PP to change bus... i literally waited... but at the same time... i was contemplating on whether to follow him to bishan... as i normally would... or go straight home... then i told my self... nah... i shouldnt, at the exact time, bus 13 heading for bishan came... and jon mok was walking towards it.... awkwardness for me... really.. i ended up taking 853 home...

so that ends wed.... then thursday.. ah... interesting....

super long day today... which idiot mentioned to start class at 9 when we can start it at 10... that wasted 1 hr of my sleep.... spent the whole day trying to figure out how to connect to the internet(wireless) and interesting thing about lectures was that... i learnt to play com games with my feet... YUP.... now my friends dont dare touch my keyboard... LOL

so after sch... i rushed home immediately... cause i realised i do not have enough pics for my assignment yet... grabbed my cam and tripod, and rushed down to orchard... to take night pics... ok... the ride was long... and i felt confused and perplexed at what i was going through...

I am young you know... coming to 18 soon... and i feel that i am put through alot liaoz....

haiz... so spent the night moody lors... went ard to take pics... while on my phone with talking out my troubles... haiz... felt better ms lee... thanks... :)

so after that... i went to food republic to have dinner... beef noodles!!! yay... perked my night up!!! felt quite lonely though... haha..... no one pei wo... so after that i left to take 105 home... long ride i tell you... after i got back.. i went to bathe....

Now... interestingness comes in:

i was still wondering and asking God, how come you dont tell me what to do? then i looked ard my room and took the daily bread in my hand and said: why not show me your will through the wisdom You have filled in this daily bread?

Interestingly, a page was broken and fell out... it was supposed to be for sunday... but i supposed i needed it...

God's delays....

the last part is significant...

So take heart! If God's answer tarries(delays), "wait for it; because it will surely come."

interesting huh??? and so i shared it with chari.. and she was like woah... but thats not all....

i always like to tear out pages from the daily bread if its interesting... and the reason why the page came off.. was because i teared the page connected to it... on which day???

July 6th/7th

Interesting.....

one after another

woah... i am super tired sia... didnt blog for a few days... got to rest cause everyday so busy... well at least now i am blogging... right... dont say i am lazy

lets start with fri cos all my other days not so exciting....

well... fri was a mark of a day... cos it marked the first day where we can go to sch on fridays at 1pm... haha... last prac and last tutorial... woots!!! well... i then went to the LT4 for "slacking" time... in the end, i pon gems as i watched transformers which my friend loaded onto the screen... lol... super cool lar... i actually pon gems just to watch a 3rd grade movie...(3rd grade as in video quality) so then after lessons at 4.30, i rushed home, grabbed my stuff before heading down to pp.

then i had beef fried rice for dinner... then we went to fabian's house... on the way... we met....joel lim, my junior from BB, now attending SAJC. haha... nice to see him again.... lol... then we went to fabian's house.

Josiah and herman joined us abit later... and we played the blinking game... haha.... super nice... then we had devotion and stuff... and cell ended... so we made our way to pastor ben's house... to celebrate a small version of rena's b dae... nice... had cake then went home... on the way home, we took bus 853 and met gideon... but that was not all... there was this crazy lady on the bus.. being racist to herself... i didnt know what to do at that time... but on the way off the bus, i took extra caution to not bang into her... ahha...so when i reached home...its off to sleep... ZZZZ

so then came sat... woke up at 6 just to catch a cab with gab... we stopped at the coffee shop opposite the temple and then i kana stomach ache.. jia lat... but it was not so bad and i didnt have to go to the toilet... so we walked to sch... and i went to pass the ball to marcus koh...

so after the briefing we went up the bus, and as usual... i'd be singing all the way... lol... then we reached jun yuan pri sch.. and the event took way... super long but i will post the pics in my flickr so you all can see... the highlight of the entire event, (to me) was the new kangaroo jumping.... haha... go see my flickr then u will know...

So after it ended we went back to sch... and in the rain, i tried on my new boots and played soccer with marcus koh and a dhiren and dariel handy....

then we went for lunch at the chicken rice store with elijah... and after that i went to kfc to meet the guys before we went to church.. i had to detour... to fetch gab wong to sas since it was raining... so there i was ... at sas on a sat... and guess what... its founder's day. and i met the most unexpected person there... matthew lin... who went overseas for 4 years and now he is back to go for ns... lol... haha... had a fun 10 mins before being fetched by charissa to go for a meeting to go for youth. yup... i guess it was the highlight of the day... cause now that everything has been made clear.. its gonna start things up...

So after that... we prac-ed for worship... and the thing is... i felt super tired... just before the worship started... but during worship... i somehow felt full of energy!!! Yay!!! cause after service, i became tired again... oh then we had dinner at the chicken rice stall.. then me dan jaron gab went to pastor ben's home. we played muchin bites... lol... funny game... i ended with a level 5 only...-_-

so then after that i went home, prep-ed the remaining items for sunday... and went to sleep...

today... woke up, and went for breakfast at the noodle store... at least was not so chao ta today.. haha... very good!!! then we went to church but my dad said that there was still more time left... so we went to drive round private estates to view the houses... that took up 5 mins before we went to church... when we reached... we saw a filming take place... but strange thing was... even though its shot at SAJC, the students were in a light green uniform... -_-???? huh... where's the logic... anyway.... be sure to catch it... its some old chinese actor... i forgot the name le... haha... so then we went up for service...

i think it was quite direct today's sermon:" following jesus: how much does it cost"

really... it was....

then we went down to the street soccer court to wait for kx marcus and his fren... eugene

thats where i chipped my tooth...

yucks now cant smile

haha... aint i self conscious... anyway... then we headed down to bishan street 22... to the field!!!
so we practiced abit before the other church (HT) came down... then it began... and i remembered how tough it was to play field... haha... so i switched from def to mid then to keeper and i stayed keeper till after the game... i let in the last goal -_-... so after that, we took a group photo before slacking around for awhile before going home... marcus and i walked all the way to the road to take a bus... and there i was, dirtied from all the diving, without changing... and going home on 156... and i came back, dumped all my stuff in the toilet, before sleeping... haha... and that ends my day...

you know... just now.... before i began typing, i was quite confused really... i just dont know why it is all like that... rationalism for whats going on is completely blurred... i just cant see whats happening... cause... i want to rest... i just want to take a break... its super demanding... just pray that i can hope in the Lord...

dunked in, spun round and thrown out

Woah.... havent been putting up any pics recently... must constantly remind myself...

anyway... i didnt blog for mon so i shall begin there....

yays.... people say they hate mondays... but i love them.. cos now i get to wake up late!!! school starts at 12... so i carefully took my time... almost wanting to be late... haha.... oh and congrats to gab wong... cos he passed his driving test!!! woots!!! now can have free rides :) haha... ok so i had classes and it ended at 5... then rushed down to bishan to meet my mom to have dinner.. and she transfered $120 for my boots!!! yay.. on to that later... well then i had yakitory and tako pachi (prawn) which i took... mmmmm

then got home at 7pm ... thing is... marcus called me out to play badminton.. lol... i know... i still got my blister... went out to meet him anyways... but found out that the badminton courts were full.. so we had to settle for soccer.... haha.... then i treated him to a drink from 7-11... anyway... got back around 9.45, went to bathe, then went to do some work... before heading into bed...

now on to today... why the title??? cos i have been in a rollercoaster ride for the past 1 year.... and it wasnt entertaining at all... but now... its time to get off the ride... and let it smother down awhile.... pray for me people.. cos i am going to enter a transition from uncertainness to peace... and i pray that it will be better after all this :) <--- see i tried to smile....


anyway... today was a typical day... went to school... on the way talking to rena.... and she helped me alot... realizing things that i could not see by myself... woots.. at least the day was cooling... cos it rained... then i had lessons till 5... really tiring.... but next week classes end at 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats good right??? gelares anyone?? haha.... so then i had to rush down to queensway to meet gab wong, gab low and kai xiang... when i met them... they had already gotten their boots... and pardon me gabriel wong, but EXCUSE ME... thats my shoe design!!! i actually wanted that model... but someone had to buy it.... luckily... thats the cheaper version.. i bought the exp one :)...

so then we took a cab down to the airport after browsing through 3 fuel kiosks just to find a probation plate... for gwong of course.... on the way we experienced a strawberry jam... very sweet and sticky..... costed gab wong the fare of 20 dollars... but in the end we met steph before she boarded and we said our goodbyes before she came back in dec.... then after we went to eat at popeyes... yup... delicious... haha very filling and good...mmmmm

then took the church car all the way back.... reached home at ard 9 before i began work and typed this blog entry... so goodnights people!!! but before i go, something to remind my self of today:

Remember the phrase: there are things in this world we must learn to let go of??

It is time to do so... but remember jeremy, it is not gone forever and it will come back... once all this is over... you can start again... with God's help...

And so again.... i begin my countdown again... till after O levels...

I dont care what the future is, cause i know God's holding it

And the chapter reaches its prime....

first of all... let me say that yesterday i was too "down" to blog, so i did not... and secondly.. there are no pics today... haiz...

anyway... lemme start my day... first i woke up at 9... first thing was to find out that marcus called me at 1.15 am in the morning -_-""then i tot that my parents were going to church too.. but they were going to watch a movie... so i had to go myself.... but before i did.. i played fifa while my sis' 'boyfren' watched... kinda awkward... very!!

so then i went on my way to potong pasir initially to have breakfast at macs... i miss the hotcakes!! but in the end went to the coffee shop outside SAJC to have breakfast... then we had to rush to church cos we had to help gab wong move the tables... after doing so... we went up to the main service...

but the thing is... i was not in the mood.. as in... my heart was troubled by something... and worshiping in that mood was very bad... cos i could not "sing my heart out" if you know what i mean... then also the sermon was kinda boring, cos maybe i could not feel what God had to say for me then cos of my burdens... :( anyway...

well... after service... the whole lot of us... dan, jaron, kx, marcus, glow, gwong, steph and myself went to play soccer at the street soccer court...!!! excluding steph.. who took photos... but the thing was that i ended up with blisters the whole day... very irritating...

so after the game we immediately went for lunch... to cineleisure... on the way there some issues happened... and had to solve it... thats where my title comes in to play.. cos maybe thats what i was supposed to do :P solve problems and be an ear to the burdened.... haha maybe i should talk to myself.. ^^ now that is nonsensical...

then we ate at BK... then went to play pool.. but thing is... the place only allowed people of ages 16 and above to enter... !!! so we couldnt cos of jaron, kai xiang and marcus... cos they looked like kids... lol... who does not agree??? so in the end we had to settle for the arcade... and we discovered a new game there... air hockey!!! which is very very nice cos after 3 rounds... i began to perspire... cos it was challenging and fun!!!

then we went home after that... took a train and bus with marcus all the way back to his place... and i went home... played some fifa... before i began my 'training' on my deagle!!! i love it!!! then went to meet marcus cos we were going to go to the pasa malam!!! i was craving for siew mai and fake sharks fin leh...lol

i went to his place and it was the first time i met his bro... and i went in for a brief period of time.... the place was fully air conditioned and it was kinda exquisite... cos there were paintings and things that were 'eye candy' to people who like going to museums... what kind of people do you call that???

anyway... i had my favs including a ramlee burger!!! on the way back we went to the CC and i didnt know that there was a gym there!!! cool... can go sign up!!! so i sent marcus back... and went home... while dealing with my blisters... woots!!! finally can sleep late... cos tomorrow i start at 12!!! yay!!! then now i am blogging lors...!!! haha... nights people!!!

This song is now one of my favs!!!

Pour my love on You


I dont know how to say exactly how i feel

And i cant begin to tell you what your love has meant

I'm lost for words

Is there a way to show the passion in my heart

Can i express how truly great i think you are

You're my dearest friend

Lord this is my desire to pour my love on you

Chorus:

Like oil upon your feet

Like wine for you to drink

Like water from my heart

I pour my love on you

If praise is like perfume

I lavish mine on you

Till every drop is gone

I pour my love on you



Nights people!!!

résultats, nourriture et adieux

Results, food and goodbyes...

Ans to my trivia on the 12/07/07

1+1 = 4 when

1 db + 1 db= 4 db

synergy occurs when two sources of sound emitting the same db (loudness). both will add 3 db to one... meaning... that 2 db + 2db = 5 db (2db + 3db)

haha... ok enough with this stupid quiz... on to my day....

Haiz... had only 5 hrs of sleep last night... so i woke up tired and not in the mood.... somemore... when i went for practical, the teacher appointed me leader... and was like kinda sarcastic towards me.... so i was quite put off... well...something interesting happened... the title for this part: how to cool a thermal reactor

1) Fan it


2) Blow it




of course blowing was the one where i ran out of breath first... so fanning worked the best...

my mood improved after i met yammy in the library... haha.... then went for GEMs... today for GEMs we had to take shots of a model... then find a way to get rid of the red colour due to the umbrella.... next week we are going to go through the B&W slides... hope i can get ready by then...

then i went for Chem react lecture. the lecturer gave out our test papers... see wat i got :) B+ leh... not bad la... but still i need to improve on my work:


76%
well... thanks to God i would then be able to get these marks :)

so after that... i rushed down to meet charii at the mrt station. we then took a train down to PP. I first went to macs to meet gab low and the rest. then went to SAS to see the BB boys clear up the store room... sorry peps... cant help you... i cant get myself to work cos i am like busy and flustered..

but then i met marcus koh... and right after we played soccer :) talk abt not wanting to do storeroom cleaning... then we left SAS with my boots in one hand and shorts in the other... although one of marcus' crazy fren grabbed my pants and placed it on top of a sign -_-""" childish right???

then we went to macs... had a drink... before i 'sent' him home... met with marcus ng right after... and then we went straight to steph's place. we had a fun time there... lots of food...!!! i liked the honey dew sago :P ...then we had a combine cell and for games... we played some murderer game where i was murderer twice!!! woots!! killed alot of people :)

for sharing: read

Ecc 4:1-12
1 Cor 4:14

so we then shared our week in the end... kai xiang was kinda late so he left first during that time... and then we ended with a mass photo session!!! i only have the me with steph pic ... the rest with joshua and steph i think.... :




after that... we packed most of the food and left the place with good byes.. then took a taxi back to serangoon paid by the dear mr gab wong.... now... the thing is... the taxi driver i guess was trying to literally drive us to our graves... traveled at an max of 100 km/hr on braddell road.... i was concerned not only about the centrifugal force that acted on my camera... but also for my life... i gripped the chair like my life depended on it... haha....

So here i am, clean and fresh and blogging!!! visit my flickr acct tomorrow... will get my pics up by then...!!!



Every trial is made to strengthen us!!! Have faith my brothers!!! Press on till we see the end!!!

1+1 equals????

finally the week draws to its close on the longest day yet... thursday... but something special about today... i end class early :))

woke up late... rushed down to sch and had maths first then environmental engineering... after that went to the library to meet ek and jerome... then went to LT 4 for another period of environmental engineering... got my marks back... guess wat... i got 37.5/50 !!! thats 75%!!! A B+!!!
THANK THE LORD!!! but then i fell asleep during the lecture.. :) as usual... but i learnt something interesting... thus today's title...

1 + 1=...... 4

thats right!! it revolutionalizes maths doesnt it??

in which context thus this prove true???

ans tomorrow!!!

then we went up to the com labs to do work before i left sch early... :) cos i was going to watch harry potter( free) with dan, sam and sam's fren... i left at abt 3.45

left for vivo then went in to walk abt... i realized that vivo is actually super big...!!! and i didnt even go to the basement.... then i went to the atrium to take some pics... sorry ah... cant show you now... havent edit yet... go visit my flickr to see in the near future... anyway.. i then met sam at 545 at long john slivers... the movie was starting at 6.30 so its ok... but the thing is.. that at 6.15 dan was still at ang mo kio -_-"""" so sam and his fren went in first while i walked abt taking photos till i was bored and went to play at the arcade.. stage 2 was when i had to put the gun down cos dan reached... at 6.45!!! guess what... we were actually early.... ads only... yeah...

the movie ended around 9 but it wasnt that great i felt... only added to the storyline.... so we left for home and i slept on the way back... 21mins alot of time leh

then i walked home, not knowing that i would walk past a pasa malam, i went to buy my favs!!! siew mai on a stick plus a bowl of shark's fin soup (cheap skate one). haha... so i reached home in the end to chiong my reports to hand in tomorrow... :)

have a great day people!!!

Courage helps you take the first step, its faith that pushes you on.

when to listen to the lecturer.. and when not

when to listen to the lecturer... hmm i dont know... when he emphasizes that the fouling factor is supposed to be 0.002 instead of 0.02...

Another day another dollar... but that only implies if i am working right???

well... so i guess lets start off the day with something good

I got back my LAV test results today!!! LOOL!!!

Here was my result:

35/50
dont you think that this is not bad... err actually it is.. but i was above class average!!! let me explain.... the test was supposed to be 1hr... but the class insisted that it should be another 30 mins cos the whole paper is soo tough!!! well.. at least i got a B!!! Really have to thank God cos that day i was like putting my trust in Him and giving it my all... guess what date... 060707... haha

then i took a bus after school to potong pasir... to meet jon mok... but i was early and decided to go buy bubble tea... on the way saw brannigan and saw that his situation is resolved!!! Praise God!!! so i continued down to the shop.

i saw the most craziest thing at the bt(bubble tea) shop... as i was buying my drink.. a sec 2 or sec 1 dude led a whole bunch of other sec 1s or 2s to the shop... and they were like excited or something... over wat??? a bunch of yu gi oh cards... -_-""""""""

i am like... what the!! have st.andrew's students become this childish??? they even pushed away a lady buying bt... diaoz.... thats right glow... if i were in that sch now i wish i was out... haha... jk jk

so then i met jon mok at the bus stop and headed down to bishan with him... we exchanged the packages that we were to deliver to each other.. i gave him a wallet :) and he gave me his o lvl time table.. so i can keep his exam dates in mind lar... duh...

so then i went home and took a couple of self portraits... wont be posting them now... cos its like 1230 am!!

then went to bishan to meet glow first.... he was supposed to do his homework but then he didnt bring a periodic table and his calculator...-_-" so much for work :)

so we had tacho pachi (isit spelt correctly??) and mango pudding while we waited for jaron to appear... then we went to see the frames... soon after we had dinner at the food court... an all round course of beef noodles!!! sorry charii... makes ur mouth drool doesnt it...? then we had ice kachang which cheated our feelings cos it didnt have enough sugar... really... it wasnt sweet enough... after dinner we went to meet gab wong and had a second dinner of fries at mos burger... then we went to buy the presents... now... we went to some photoshop to develop the photo for the gift... then i met Crystal... my COUSIN. of course the others were huddling around the counter and doing that kind of face when they have not seen girls before that kind... you know... the almost sarcastic coughing and the ahem ahem ahem... then i blatantly introduced them to my cousin like this:

jeremy pan: i would like to introduce you to gabriel (to my cousin)
jeremy pan: i would like to introduce you to my COUSIN (to Gabriel)

and it didnt matter which Gabriel... both acted the same... plz....

after that i asked them if she was good looking and they all said yes....

Runs in the family... i know i know... i see it in the mirror eveyday

in the end i walked to near mok's house there to take bus cos i was holding my fav from coffee bean, mocha latte. and it was pretty good maybe cos it was a cold evening .... then i went home to do my design work and here is the subject of today:

now... here me out... i spent 2 hrs figuring how to evaluate an equipment area that is like this:

req area: 2000ft2
calculated area: 1400ft2

now.... no matter what values i changed (the ones that i was aware of) i still couldnt get the final ans.... THEN I SAW the diff... 0.02 and 0.002... -_-"""" i am like this <------- ok...? cos of one number i had to confuse myself... haiz!!!! ok at least now i am done.... haha... kk... nights ppl!!! going to watch free movie tomorrow!!! loolS!!!

I take photographs with a camera to teach people how to see without a camera

Take me to the wallet shop

I take you to the wallet shop
I'll let you pick the wallet top
Go 'head man, don't you stop
Keep shoppin 'til you bought the lot (woah)

Lools everyone!!! got my new wallet...!!! lets start today off shall we???

What a normal day at school.. really.... boring to the max.... but at least i woke up late :)

Well the only thing notable was that i spent the time in the lecture room watching two vids... Beat it by Michael jackson and the other was its spoof eat it. then the lecture began.. well actually not the lecture but was a presentation... and it ended pretty late thats why i couldnt meet chari so early... sorry bout that.

she was doing work at the bus stop so we took a bus down to suntec city... had to change bus on the way cos we took wrong one.... anyway we then took bus 106 and i tell you something... 3 girls in yellow boarded the bus and started to stink up the bus... really... if you dont believe ask chari... anyways i took a pic...


the three in yellow

i guess this will be my pic of the day!!! they really stank and i had to hold my breath for the next half of the ride till they got of at douby gaut. haha i know i am bad....

then we got off at suntec city and walked to marina square to eat first... we wanted to find BK but chari led both of us to some other side of marina square... and marina square was nearly devoid of life.. probably cos it is a weekday... maybe???

Anyway we had lunch at Bk... initially.. i suggested food court but chari wanted bk cos cheaper... but in the end i spent $8.60... sian... talk abt cheaper... but at least that would be my linner... i shall now post a trivia question:

What is something which you would do everyday???

A) Play soccer
B) Sleep
C) Fire a biological weapon (i would if i could)
D) Go to the toilet

well put yourself in my position and think wat would i do after having lunch... i did that even though Chari took a while to figure out... So we made our way to the wallet shop... after spending ages looking for a wallet... i finally found one!! quite cheap... only $33 i think... cos i bought another one and the total was on the reciept and not separate... hmms... why another one??? buying for fren ma.... then.... dont ask me who getting...

so we headed to tony rogers/kenny roma to get my mac and cheese.... then went straight to the mrt station to bounce home... haha... aiya... take train to marina bay instead of straight to amk lors.... nothing much after that lars... nearly slept on the bus back home though... i tot i missed my stop..haha

reached home, bathe then went to tutor my sis... haizz... hope i can finish my work tonight.... got a lot to cover...

Anyways... dont forget to visit my flickr!!! got some new photos!!!

I am dripping MYUK attitude
taken from wallet top

I 'Love' Iguana meat and monday's

Yuck.. iguana meat... what a strange article... don't be surprised if people do eat this sort of thing. anyways... What a strange day it was today... cause its sleep day. not that i spent the whole day sleeping but.... i spent the whole day sleeping in class (ok maybe not the whole day).... lool

YAY, waking up for the last time at 6AM on mondays!!! cos after this day there would not be any more bio prac in the morning.... maybe now can play soccer... but who would give up sleeping till 9??? anyway, school was quite jia lat...lucky i nvr sleep in bio, cos i was handling endotoxins. after the prac i was sleeping through maths class... nvr hear the teacher say anything... then i told my frens that i was too tired to continue on classes... so i went home to sleep.

But worse thing was that even i was not spared going home for sleep... i have like 2 proj in the next 2 days and i have to like worry over all of it.... sian... i dont even have time to pick up my guitar and play... but at least i finished part of my plant design... yay...

then my mom asked me to go buy the printer ink for her.... so i grabbed my cam and went out to shoot/buy stuff and dinner. i kinda got a good shot... will be posting it on flickr and it will be the first of its series, a picture a day:



Above i looked

This shot was taken near marcus' place.... how qiao that as i left his block i saw him... lool.... ok leaving him to go home.... i left and bought myself dinner, hai xian tang jia fan. direct translation: sea food soup add rice. haha my china not that bad ok.

oh well.. here i am typing... having another 2 hrs to go before i sleep... maybe i will do some more work before i go excercise....

oh and another thing.... is anyone interested in joining me to go shop for a wallet tomorrow??? and can anyone tell me the wallet shop outlets???? thnx!!! and no hints pls... haha

the Wise man says: man who closes door on finger gets pain.

And so the it begins... the days past the reconciliation

Ah the awaited day, from which a new path begins. thinking about it... i should have blogged yesterday... but was at Pastor Ben's house so I guess its better today.

Days past reconciliation??? What does that mean...? Well... today begins the day past 070707, which was indeed another life changing experience.... lool. But that day ends the previous chapter and now on to the next chapter.

Youth Sunday!!! my first day and it was spectacular...want to know why??? cause I was in back-up!!! woots!!! The day began regularly, cooked my 'famous' eggy in the basket for 7 people. first time sia... and they said it was nice. so after that got changed and went to church, once i reached i styled my hair in the toilet... although i got Gab low to push it down afterwords... then went up to prac.. although we were late... then it was really cool lor... to stand infront of the multitude... reminds me of a song: Lord i stand in the multitude, of people from every tribe and tounge." haha. anyway service was good with Pastor Ben giving the sermon. kinda funny. anyway... when service ended, gab low and i went to change.. unknowingly, the girls left before we came out and gab wong was like blowing his top (hair) lool. so we rushed to catch a cab. on the way there i composed this song with the tune of "i will follow you"

I will follow you
Follow you when you go to toa payoh
There isnt a bus ride i can catch
No taxi fare so high it can keep
Keep me away
Away from Pizza hut

And so on... luckily we got kai xiang to join us. Cause he is usually quiet and all.... anyways... he offered to pay for the taxi fare... which i refuse lar.. of course... i made them late... (1) and so we reached tp. Now the tp pizza hut like has the 'worse service' around... cause we ordered the food and like they certainly took their time to bring it to us. cause the appetizer was served after the main course -_-". Luckily for them, my 'pissed' side was not available at the moment.... so count themselves lucky.

anyway... we left the pizza hut confused with the bill... cause of the poor management... but the best thing was that Pastor Ben paid for the meal! lets count... kx, jaron, dan, marcus, me, glow, sus,amy, charissa, pastor ben, rena, chari Fan, (i forgot the name), cambridge guy ( i also forgot, cause someone intro so fast and also intro me last), ernest and gab wong. hmmm... thats 16 of us!!!! Note to self: Dont sleep over again unless super important. cause i will waste his electricity bill. anyway... we left the place and there i recieved my 4th lesson about girls.

Crash course on Girls for dummies:

Girls have the explosive HI factor.

what am i talking about???

Give you today's example. Charissa Fan met fren 1: screams 'ahh' met fren HI HI *hugs*
Charissa Fan met fren 2: (in the middle of the road) screams 'ahhhhh' met frenHI HI HI *more hugs*

hmmmm interesting thing to note.. girls have almost and endless supply of conversational topics... cause guys will do this: Jeremy Pan met fren: Yo dude... wats up... hows life/school

thats all.

Now Marcus was being his usual self when he was disturbing me and kai xiang actually stood up for me *impressed*. really... i tot to myself wat was going on (2) Being the psychologist me intends to pursue this fact and maybe get him to join us more :)

And i bought choc donut with sprinkles on top!!! very nice... gave one to marcus and we went home.... taking 73. Reached home tired although i had like proj to complete... haiz.... and finished all of them... taking breaks in between. (30 mins sleep) haha. Then through 'provocation' i finally posted my second blog in 9 months... WOOTs!!! So it begins....

When satan reminds you of your past, remind him of his future.