Wednesday, August 8, 2007

The epitome of wisdom

Epitome:
  1. A representative or perfect example of a class or type: "He is seen . . . as the epitome of the hawkish, right-of-center intellectual" (Paul Kennedy).
  2. A brief summary, as of a book or article; an abstract.
Wisdom:

1.the quality or state of being wise; knowledge of what is true or right coupled with just
judgment as to action; sagacity, discernment, or insight.


Can this really be true??? The wisdom that passes all understanding has finally come?

Maybe

Anyway... lets start from where i left off, on thursday...

Thursday... normal day... cant remember much... so on to friday....

Went down to SP to have my finally lessons... only lasted i think 30 mins...then realised i still have a 3 hrs to spare... so early lor... so i decided to pon lessons to go for BB... so i took a bus back... grabbed my clothes.... at the same time, i decided to check the my B&W assignment grades and i got an A!!!!! Woots! thank you Lord!

then i reached SAS just as they were having CE, while the others were at the courtyard practicing for the marching for 8th aug.... so i then went to change... then since i couldnt disrupt CE, i went to join the marching ppl.... and used my cam then... after that, it was drill and the way alan took drill was unbelievable.... pls remind me to always stay near him when he is incharge of drill... he can be crazy at times...

so then parade ended and then went to meet the gab and the rest for dinner... then we went to fabian's house for cell and had a wonderful time!! so then after that i made my own way back home... rena's car was full.... so i went home, and reached home late.... then went to bathe and sleep....

on sat, had to wake up early for breakfast before the officers' meeting... so went down to macs... then met marcus koh to pass him the ball... so then met josh tai and gab wong for breakfast... called elijah and realised he didnt know there was meeting and just woke up... -_-... so after that, we walked to sajc... and had our meeting... too bad jt didnt join us... had exam... then after the meeting, took a ride down to eat lunch at kom peng... but then i told the guys... i was headed down to AMK to collect my jersey.... so i left... and reached AMK ard 12.... then went to get the jersey... it was really nice! everything abt it... but thing was... i am not a man u fan... haha... but it was nice... so i left for home..

complications arose... trust me... battling with thoughts and stress and stuff like that is not easy... thats why i missed youth service... but i went to youth service in the end... after collecting my ball from marcus koh... and then rena prayed for me.. thanks.. couldnt have asked for a better one... then we went down to city hall... had toasted hazelnut latte!!! woots!!! then went to thai express for dinner... dont ever go there ppl... food plus manager sux... haha.... oh did i mention on the way there i was a model for adidas..?? nvm... i was... and i was good.... hahahahaha

so after tasting the avocado shake which tasted like blended egg salad, ernest, gab and i went down to potong pasir. on the way... we had a very good salad.. yam salad... haha.... then we met dan and marcus at pp station... then i took a bus with marcus home.. haiz..so late... so went to sleep...

sunday... woke up... went to see if marcus was awake... then took a ride with my parents down to church... as marcus followed... so after church, we went to have lunch... then we, kx jaron marcus gab and me, went to play lan... then met jo there... the sec 1 jo... so we played dota, although its been a long time since i played... but my team still won them, i played techies! techies rule!!!

so then went home, intending to study.. but slept the whole day... so it came to monday... but nothing nice on monday... just didnt go to sch... and joined marcus to find a place to fix his xbox 360... the taxi ride from city hall to bishan is $14 + .... alot... then reached home and went to sleep... tuesday... big test day... final test of the module.... not good... nvr study alot... dunno results... then went to SAS to meet elijah koh and gab... watched transformers while waiting... then we went to AMK to play daytona.... super funny.... to log in 3 ppl with one card is frustrating... haha... then the set jammed... so we switched to time crisis...ek and gab had weak shooting skills.. cause i went to level 2... then died the second i popped up.... -_-... then bought blueberry waffles... and went home....

wed... ah... woke up at 6, then called gab to find out he was still sleeping at 6.30... then took a cab down to SAS... reached at abt 7.30.... went around sch with ek to take pics... and then went for the different events.... but i liked boxing the most... especially seeing marcus koh's big fren play... haha.... after the event, was super tired... so went home to sleep before going to SP for a test... which i am sad to say... didnt do well... many things on my mind you know... so then went home, rested before going marcus' place for dinner.... his mom's green chicken curry is very good you know...!!! so after that... i went home with a question in my head.... then reached home to sleep.... so woke up today and started typing!!!

Question:

Love can become obsession... but can obsession become love???

I pondered over this obsession thing for a few hours... especially with what rena has said... and i thought... yup... she was right... i was too obsessed with jon mok the past whole year... because of a stupid incident that must have made me tighten my grip on him cause i didnt want to lose him again... maybe... so now that i know what is wrong with me... i can let him settle down first... while i tackle this obsession in me...

Please people... pray for me to counter this obsession!! thanks alot and God bless!!!

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